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Posthumous poetry of François Cailliarec ('68)


François Cailliarec (class of '68) passed away in 1994. His classmate, Joshua Cohen, shared these details with us:

"François died of meningitis while on vacation in Turkey in the summer of 1994. There was no forewarning. He became unconscious while traveling in the hinterlands of the country, was transported on the back of a truck to a hospital in the nearest city and passed away while in the hospital a day later. François was quite successful in the management and design of computer network administration systems and worked for several large corporations including Chase Manhattan Bank and Coopers Lybrand. He left a wife, Cathy, and child, Jason. His parents currently reside in Quimper, Brittany, France."

Shortly after our last newsletter was published, a classmate of François from his years at Bard College (where Joshua was also his classmate) wrote to us and shared some poems that François had written while at Bard. To honor his memory, we are hereby publishing them posthumously here.

DEUX

She flows from herself
A wound.
Man sees his eyes
Within her gaping sides.
We hear them: one
With two voices.
We know them: two
With one body.
Touching ourselves
Strangers moist and naked.
We are reptiles
Entwined within ourselves

We are sloughed skins
Drying jewels in the chameleon sun

And within us.

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TO BILLIE HOLIDAY

I

With tears from my window
I cannot offer my rain for your day
I cannot scream for you;
I am a perfect prisoner of this smooth-sharp glass

II

You stand outside.......
Covered with the wilted skeletons
of white gardenias,
in your hair
like words, they hold their meanings,

And with your voice, like the
scent of truth,
You inhale and embrace everyone.
But soon you are left alone
Soon they defile your posthumous comb of life/

III

I see your spirit haunting
the streets where I once lived...

I remember the iced gusts howling insanity
between the tenements.

IV

I have shattered my window
my wrists, my fists are not important.
This was a mirror perhaps.

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MARINE

Grand’mère est un phase
dans 1e brouillard.

Elle s’est tenue solide contre tant d’orages
Sa lumière s’éteint doucement

Comment vais-je naviguer mon vaisseau
de part cette côte rocailleuse dorénavant ?

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